Medicated

Still it seems lonesome
even in dark woods
(elves still wander freely)

Mushrooms couldn’t have caused this hallucination

and I think of you
even here
as I take my Risperdal
choke on my Clonapin
and ease down my Celexa

(all of which are results of you)

Is it worth it to die
by drinking my Malt
drowning myself with Vodka shots
and still having that last remaining thought of you
As they turn out the lights?

Still, it seems lonesome
Even in dark woods
That I created
(as elves wander freely)
I’ll take my mushrooms
I’ll drink myself dead
and hopefully when the lights are out
I won’t remember you anymore.