Too much, Too little

Too much
Have I depended
On others for my
Survival
Too little
Have I depended
On myself
For strength
Sometimes it’s hard
When you hate the world
But most of all
Hate that you’re in it
Too much time
Have I spent
Feeling sorry for
Myself
Too little
Have I spent
Feeling heart broken
For others
Sometimes it’s hard to
Re-adjust
When you’ve spent
Your life
Revolving around
someone
You thought
Would never leave